THE WINDS OF WINTER | GAME OF THRONES.

Whoever has never watched Game of Thrones, you've missed a show of a lifetime.

This show is too good. The last episode was too good. The music is legit. Someone gives the team a medal for terrific music. Such a great build-up I couldn't resist. Poor Margaery. She was so smart and it wasn't enough. The High Sparrow, you died in your own pride. Tommen jumped. Cersei burned it down with Wildfire. House Tyrell lost its men. The shame nun served The Zombie Mountain as her god. Or at least that's what Cersei put her through. The eye contact and the music were the best in the beginning of the finale. And not to forget, the children! Those little birds truly killed. Cersei made sure her game was played well. This woman is no two-dimension villain. 

Daenerys made a sacrifice. She's all with it now. Her ships sailed. Tyrion stood by her side. The dragons flew. They're coming to Westeros. A woman who would kill the innocent to rule against another who chooses to protect them. Tyrion, game on. Drink and know better things, please. Daenerys now counts on you. 

Jon Snow's parents confirmed. R+L=J is true. Lyanna did give birth to King in the North. If George R. R. Martin doesn't mess with us, Rhaegar's blood runs in Snow's, too. The Song of Ice and Fire happened. It was all brought back by Bran, who is now ready to become the Three-Eyed Raven. 

Arya killed Walder Frey. She's a pro now. One name off the list. 

Why do I have the feeling Varys will betray certain people? Or is he really playing for Tyrion full time? What's going on with the grandma and the Dorne queen? If they're coming to Westeros, too, ladies and gentlemen, I'm dying for season 7! Major game alert. Revenge, fire, blood, and Varys.

Cersei is now Protector of the Seven Kingdoms. Her costume was badass. What a woman she's become. This is why I liked Cersei the first time I saw her. This woman is no ordinary. Jaime Lannister, what did he really see? Were there anger, confusion and fear? The higher you reach, the more you'll lose. 

I'm happy for Sam and Gilly. Sam definitely found his place. They looked so safe there while outside, 99% of the characters were killing or dying. Side joke: "We need to substantially cut actor costs for the final two seasons." Cersei: "Say no more." 

I'm gonna miss Margaery a lot. Even though the Night King didn't show up and The Winds of Winter was actually about the the Starks, I'm excited for what's known and unknown. Goodbye another great season. I'll enjoy the music and let this sink in for a while.

I found this, Coldplay and Game of Thrones cast. Brace yourself.

For full video with Jon Snow x Ygritte, Jaime Lannister and Tyrion:

This is the Waif, by the way. Reminded me of a Parisienne, quite close.

RIPPED OPEN BY FUNK.

While sipping watermelon juice, I think of Galt MacDermot. His music is funky, jazzy, so good that it moves you. I can imagine myself dancing to those beats, holding my glass of wine while others are watching.

Ripped Open by Metal Explosion.
Coffee Cold.
Bedroom.
Let The Sunshine in.
Harlem Medley.

Those are playing in my bedroom.
Six ice cubes are melting in my glass.

'You gotta let, let the sun shine,
You gotta let, oh, let the sun shine.'

For whatever happens, life goes on anyway. Why not enjoy it then? Live the best of it while we still can. I feel like I can die anytime and wouldn't regret one bit of my life. I know with certainty and sincerity that I've lived this life as dearly as I could.

I haven't skated for two weeks but been cycling hard. Six equally-sized ice cubes are still melting in my glass. Bedroom is playing. This kind of tune funks you up. Galt MacDermot is being brought back.

In Flagranti is on. Lockers Keys for Tops is the kind of music I'll play at my show. Three cubes gone. They now melt in my mouth. One more slurp and the others will have the same destiny. I can see well the separation of the juice and the water came from the ice. We're close to the end.

You're My Chocolate by Savages is on. Pay attention to the guitar. Crisp. It catches you, doesn't it? Though it's the low tune that hooks me. This track is still too good to be true. Every time it hits low, think of me.

Les Pensées by The Architect is playing. Funny, I always think my love would either write or build something.

'You gotta move,
You gotta move
You gotta move child
You got to move
You maybe high, you maybe low
You maybe rich child
You maybe poor.'

Isn't it good? Say 'good' crisply. That's how you compliment someone. 'For your hard-working, sleepless nights, messed up emotions and long-term depression, I say, good.' If it means something, it'll mean something. Honesty doesn't require details. The shorter the compliment, the better. The harsher the critics, the more fascinating. Although fascination should not have any levels.

Dance with me. I may be out of drinks and smokes. But this kind of music will stay.

HAIKU CHALLENGE.

"I can smell the sarcasm all the way across the Pacific Ocean."


"She seems so.. ancient."
(talking about Britney Spears today)


"It is dark outside
 I am so sleepy as fuck
 This still a haiku?"


"Violence, a disease
 Travelers beware, fear, pity
 And the man breaks."

"Prickled, she said:
 Oh Cersei how you have lost
 Only joy I found."

"Violence, a disease

Lost travelers, you beware

Luck is a thin thread."

"Arya, my love

Stabbed in the guts, gasp of fear

Reborn from water."

"Not big yet so proud
 The young Lady Bear proclaimed:
 Sixty two good men."

"Amazing

I'm proud of you

Stop haiku"

"Stop haiku she said
 Little did she would have known
 He had twenty more."

NO ONE | GAME OF THRONES.

Arya! That's my girl!

The Waif is such a bitch. I swear to God there were some parts I got so frightened of her running skills. That bitch wouldn't rest! The fact that Arya parkoured right after being stabbed in the guts meh the heck out of me. I was hoping she wouldn't tear herself apart. But those Daredevil days paid off. Arya killed the Waif the same way she was defeated. That scene when she pulled out Needle under the rag lit up hope in me. And when she cut the candle in half lit everything even brighter. 

"What do we say to the God of Death?"

"Not today."

Syrio didn't come back. Apparently, that puzzle piece was weak. It must be Arya to kill the Waif so this chasing madness would make sense. Admit it, Jaqen H'ghar kind of wanted to see Arya alive. The girl is not no one. The girl is Arya Stark and she's coming back home. 

I respect your killing enthusiasm. 

Blackfish was a brave man. I agree that his death was meaningless and unnecessary as the deaths of honor in this series have always been. Jaime Lannister respected him. At least that's what I could feel from his command to see Blackfish and how gently he reacted when knowing the old guy was dead fighting. I also like the secret friendship of Brienne and Jaime. Mostly because I relate to it and the whole thing gave me a sense of humanity. Brienne's failure doesn't stir anything. War is coming anyway. Speaking of war, Jaime clearly had a way with words. He took over the castle so easily, yet didn't forget to mention his love for Cersei in the speech. Wouldn't it be better if he just focused on his duty and screw that woman off? By the way, Lady Stoneheart will not be brought back. Thank God.

Cersei, poor lady. There's no trial by combat, meaning no Cleganebowl. Cersei was aware of caches of Wildfire stuffed under King's Landing. I hope she'll burn the whole thing down. The Mountain's strength, or should I say 'senseless loaf of meat', wasn't impressive to my eyes. Even if Cleganebowl happened, I wouldn't be too excited. However, I did like how the Hound let loose. He joined the men giving his character an interesting development. 

Nice color palette. 

Tyrion. Seriously, this guy gotta let go of trying to befriend with Grey Worm and the curly girl. The first time was good. The second was shit. Finally, the masters made a move. What now? Will Khaleesi fight them or destroy everything? Because, you know, Westeros is waiting. Also, I wonder how the Greyjoys will meet Khaleesi, how their appearance will fit in the Meeren's story pace. They have ships. Not enough, but their uncle has some, too. 

Varys left. My dude spoiled me with something goes like this: 

It was revealed that Aegon, son of Rhaegar and Elia Martell, was alive. The baby that the Mountain smashed into the wall wasn't Aegon. He was switched before. So Lord Jon Connington and Varys helped Aegon escape. And he's coming back for his claim of the throne. However, some people think he's not the real Aegon, but someone Varys planted, hence the fAegon.

So.. yeah? I mean.. I still have this question: "Who is Aegon??"

I've just seen the preview of epsidoe 9. Oh. My. God. The battle is happening. What would Jon and Sansa do with that number of men? Ramsay's army was huge. A miracle needs to spark. The Battle of Bastards is going to be just like the episode when Jon defended the Wall. I will stop guessing and note down "bringing popcorn" next Monday. Let this sink, guys. Let this sink. There's still so much waiting for us.

GAME OF THRONES RAMBLING.

Cersei is gonna fuck up again. My dude said she's gonna burn down Westeros, and in the books, Jaime was trying to distance himself from her. The Mad Bitch, her new name is. My opinion is different. She's smart, decisive and has very strong will. Like I said in the earlier post, she's stuck sometimes. Beginning her problems, solving them herself, not forget to drag the whole city down with her. Classic.

Arya will face a test? She'll kill the Waif. Jon Snow, Arya, Mother of Dragons, Tyrion and Bran will live. My Arya has to live. As many as terrible things she's been through, her heart and soul are pure. The Stark girl is as decent as Ned Stark, only more clever with tricks. Her look in The Broken Man episode was so close to her father's. The hair, the clothes, how she walked and talked. I don't buy the Arya aka The Waif theory at all. I'll toss it in the trash and let you clean if it sounds persuasive to your ears. The Waif agreed with Jaqen H'ghar not to let Arya suffer and she betrayed her words. Look at those eyes of the girl. Arya will live.

I hope this prediction of mine won't fuck up like the one with Jon Snow.

My dude has this theory that Lady Lyanna aka the ten-year-old badass is daughter of Lady Bear and Tormund. Since he's always bragging about sleeping with bears, and, Lyanna and her four sisters don't have last name. Well, that could explain her sharp tongue. I'm also shipping Brienne and Tormund so please make some room for this couple, too.

Guess what? I'm excited for Jaime Lannister. Last episode, I didn't get the Blackfish part much. But what I've learned is, it could be a reason to bring Lady Stoneheart back in this series. Full of hatred, anger and urge for revenge. War is near. Even the armor of Jaime said something big was coming.

Will Olenna live? Awkward. Usually old, used-to-be powerful, now-vulnerable characters die hard. If she lives, she must have a more important role in this story. Something better than a dethroned grandmother. Maybe she'll play her part as 'a bank'? Since the Lannister is drowned in debts. My idea is, if Olenna gets to stay, possibly she would play as a backup for some team.

Long story short. I think she'll die.

Margaery will bring The High Sparrow down? Can't wait. What's with Mother of Dragons? I see her occasionally in this series. Probably due to higher pay and limited appearance in contract. Just saying.

I'm not worried about Jon Snow and Sansa for now. I'm more curious about the twist of it. The fact that Sansa doesn't fully trust Jon and Jon himself has so much more to concern make me feel like they'll stand against each other sooner or later. And will the Wall fall by the end of this season? What will Bran do? Will they change some of the characters' looks next season? Because the Night King in season 5 looked mushy af and The Three-Eyed Raven be like.. beard all over the place. They had a better touch-up in season 6. Hope this look of the Night King will stick around. I mean, he's quite handsome. I still remember that scene when he slowly raised his arms up. 'Look and fear, bitch.'

Yeah. I'll head to bed now. I can't wait to get hyped again watching 'No One'. I'll have my hair braided and done up on two sides like Arya someday. Before that, goodnight world.

THE BROKEN MAN | GAME OF THRONES.

Oh. My. God. They fucking do it again! The fucking Game of Thrones! The Hound is back baby. Remember my bet with my dude about the Cleganebowl? I have never been so excited to lose like this before. One minute forty seconds and I was stoned already. The Hound against Sir Gregor aka the zombie Mountain is coming soon, give me your money!

'He was a woman.' Honesty appreciated.

Arya. I love her so much. I was hoping she'd be able to kill the Waif but fairly, that girl was a bad ass in this episode. She stabbed Arya in the stomach so quickly even I was shocked. I was making the same face Arya made. And that fall from the bridge? Classic. This is not an obstacle. As someone I know said 'Bad things are blessings', I have faith in my most favorite character of this show. She's close.

I made that face.

Poor Arya.

Basic bitch.

What's with the Greyjoys? Boobs. Boobs in Game of Thrones look so good they turn me on. Theon Greyjoy is gaining himself back. They're coming to join the Dragon Queen. That means there's possibility that they'll meet Tyrion. Every time a character has a chance to see Tyrion, I get curious. I like Tyrion Lannister a lot, I just don't admit it most of the time. I hope this is going to be a fantastically unexpected team.

Jon Snow's army looked sad. It's the sadness that blindfolds us. That ten-year-old Lady killed it! Talked like a boss and gave Jon Snow sixty two men. Sixty two! I loved it! I took her seriously so we’ll see how it goes. I think Sansa sent Littlefinger or someone in the Vale that letter. They obviously needed more men. Sansa is growing strong. I don’t think the Starks are weak because they’re scattered. At this moment, they’re the only family that is well-bonded by loyalty and solid progress. I also remember the last time the Starks teamed up and went to war. The Red Wedding, the bloodiest twist of the series. I can’t say I hope for anything. But no matter what happens, there’s always a Stark remains.

I lost my shit at '62'. 

My husband.

Do we need to discuss about Jaime Lannister? It wasn’t a very significant scene, yet so significant of him being calm and knowing what he was doing. He’ll be fine. Cersei is stuck again. That woman has hell of a strong will and sometimes she’s so stuck. I also pay attention to Margaery. She’s flexible to switch. I like people who knows when to be smart and when to be not. That scene with the High Sparrow. Um. Excuse me but was Margaery wearing a denim gown and since when did that old man get pregnant? The show has given him a wrecked look in this season. Can you feel it? He’s going down without the knowledge of it.

Alright, that’s a wrap. The next episode is No One. We’ll see if the girl can achieve her revenge. It’s rumored that Arya will kill Cersei because seasons ago, the Red Woman met Arya and she saw ‘.. brown eyes, blue eyes, green eyes..’ in her darkness. Green eyes are supposed to point at the Lannisters, or even, some said Arya would ‘wear’ the faces of those eyes. 

This touched my heart.

People, I’m hyped for Game of Thrones. I can’t believe we’re more than half way there. Last year, I didn’t even know who Arya was or how naked this show could get. Now I’m writing posts about it with unstoppable word flows. I’ll leave it here and get some water. I think there was a squid-flavored piece in my cheese-flavored snack. Yuck. 

- Karl: Imagine if Margaery and Litterfinger got together and had kid. That child would have a permanent smirk on his/her face.

- Jamie: Agree. I can’t get her smirk off my mind.

And he just told me that smirk was due to her incident with the lips.

AREN'T WE ALL?

I can't sleep. I guess it's a no-way-out situation for me to write something. Time feels faster then ever these days. I can't begin to write my resignation form. I don't think my family is aware of my smoking even though I burn my cigarettes in my room. I don't mind if they know. In fact, I don't think people would tell me to stop doing anything I'm doing. 

I can see my skin well with this bright white light. The little hair and the goosebumps. The imprint of my bra, the crease when I bend and the two moles on my right upper arm I discovered a week ago. I can see how normal I am at this moment and I can tell little about my interest in describing it. All I know is I stuck my tongue out to touch my chest and I could see the pointy tip of it moving up and down. It felt cool, wherever my tongue touched. 

I need to lose some weight and have my hair cut shorter. The sun needs to burn less and hide itself more often. If I were in a movie, would it be comfortable for the audience to watch? No, I don't think so. Because their mind is blind and the script wouldn't be made to be understood. 

Paris has been flooded. If it disappears, I'll be so sad that I'll forget about it the next day. A month later I'll cry over it and a year later I'll call Tangier home. One day, a Parisien will sail by my house on the Mediterranean Sea. We'll go into the water and I won't return. At the age of 40, I'll disappear like Paris to start my life over again. 

Maybe I'll never be able to do it. Maybe the reborn of people's life will be more likely executed through a divorce, a family member's death or bankruptcy. Or maybe I'm too young to know what makes life a life and how little sense my words make. But they were never meant to be understood. Without the ability to feel and truly feel, no one can ever live a life. I'd feel so sad for them. So sad that I couldn't care less because there're plenty of them walking pass my life and there's this big concern of mine I need to spend time for. 

I care about no one but myself. When a person appears in my life, and suddenly he or she makes up a part of me, I'll care about them, too. At this moment, I no longer enjoy seeing my chest's skin.